something...

salam...

hope is a dram of an awaken man... i've stumbled upon this... how do you ay it... God's sayings... telling me that if you are willing to do so then you should put all your trust ti Him...
after you have worked hard that is... but even so i fell that it is hopeless... but sometimes it's not... the person and i have been going through the same thingsover and over again wether destiny was just playing with my heart or it's just plain luck an a coincedence...
though i would defenately believe in destiny... but it is giving me hope... it's not that i don't like it bt it feels like i'm only hiping on false hope...

a dream that i myself am not sure if i could or even fit to do such a thing in life... or even TO life. it's frusterating... and not understanable... yeah i know... but if i were to tell you (as readers) would not be able to understand anyways...

so... for those who might get the hint... then i hope you would support me~

days of sadness...

salams...

it's not that i'm always sad but today seems to be a sad day not only for me but for my friends too. we had our exam today, it was additional math and i believe that i'm going to flunk anyways bacause i did really bad... but my friends even cried as they weren't able to answer the uestions...
i feel somawhat sad for them...
i can't really study today too sad to even thnk about it.. but life must go on...
sigh. i think it woulf=d be good if i study rught now... tought i doubt it would stick in my mind as the over flowing feeling of diapleasure dominating my sanity, but i'm willing to try harder.. i hope i will....
we'll be having our biology exam tomorrow... wish us luck!