salam,
have you ever heard of the saying 'a friend in need is a friend indeed'? i have. a lot of times before, but somehow now i feel maybe i would like to change the idiom... maybe to something like this...
" a mom in need is a mom indeed, so goes for dad...'
i know it sounds lame but i can't help but wishing for it to be so. nowadays we're always faced with the most difficult problems but none is willing to end a helping hand... even parents... parents know best, yeah like that's ever true now... whenever i have a problem somehow i feel like they're not even there for me... they don't even spare a glance to even take notice of the weird changes of my behavior. i would pretty much appreciate it if they did but the reality was much crueler then it sounds. it even reach the part where you would find yourself choosing between life and death. suicide.
I'm not thinking of killing myself but this is what i feel like whenever my parents are not there to support me through the rough times, and i wished they did.
i really wish you were there whenever i reach out for you...
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